Hindi ako makahinga. Literal.
would you believe?
i’m perfectly fine.
have you ever felt all the negativity kept inside you and you cannot let it out because you’re too afraid to be called an overly-dramatic person? you’re too afraid that even your friends might judge you and not listen to you. i have. and that’s what i am feeling now. and yes, i’m overly-dramatic. and you wouldn’t understand why and wouldn’t let you understand why. ‘cause i don’t either.
i used to pray, “not yet, God… a little longer please.” but now, “God, it’s all up to you..”. it is heartbreaking to see her barely walking, how much more seeing her fall and hit her head? it hurts sooooooo much remembering all the times she was with me and i cannot be with her today. :(
here i go again.
it will pass.
i know, it will.
to stay or not? decide, grace. decide.
full moon ba?
even happy memories can’t make me smile.
asan na si happiness?
Lord, i want a new life, no, let me just fix my life. help me. hay.